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only thing going for me right now ...
NimanKenkre
Bluefire Pro
Post Date: 05 Feb, 2010
 

It's the same old story.  My poker has been catastrophic - I am suffering the worst downswing of my life using any metric:  total amount lost, length of downswing, number of buyins lost, consecutive losing sessions, you name it.  In parallel (and obviously related), my divorce settlement has broken down completely, and has devolved into a full-out war that is causing me unimaginable stress and depression.

But I am going to avoid sounding like a broken record.  The one thing I have going for me is that I have reached dizzying heights in my fantasy football league.  I used my wild card a couple of weeks ago to great effect, and with 1513 points, am now up to 293rd (out of over 2.2 million) in the world and tied for 5th (out of over 70,000), only 8 points behind the country leader.  I know it's silly, but I am pretty much hanging my hat on fantasy football to keep my head up for now.

It's do or die for Arsenal on Sunday.  I think that we need to get something (and will probably need 3 not 1) at the Bridge to stay in the title race.

 

 
 
Comments
Man I feel for you. I wish you the best of luck with everything. You're a sick poker player and half the reason I joined bfp. I'm sure you can guess what the other half was. =)
By: sharpster | Dated: 18 Feb, 2010
I think you should try to go down in limits for a little bit. Find a limit you can beat while ur in this emotional turmoil
By: trunks1505 | Dated: 07 Feb, 2010
Sorry to hear things still aren't going well. Sounds like you're pretty much hitting bottom at the moment but I'm sure things will turn round for you in poker and in life. Just fyi, if you're looking for something to play instead of poker, dunno if you've played football manager before http://www.footballmanager.com/. I find its a good thing to replace poker with if you wanna have a break. Also I hope you beat chelsea tomorrow :-)
By: Speculum | Dated: 06 Feb, 2010
Niman, when you look back on all this in ten years, I think you will seriously regret not taking a long-term break from poker during this period in your life. Playing 0 hands yields a more favourable profit than playing 1M hands while frustrated / tilted. Like anyone, you want to recover your losses. And you're about to lose half your net worth in the divorce settlement, but you're still doing okay. You need to realise that this is not a time to focus on poker.
By: itsoersoon | Dated: 06 Feb, 2010
I would most definately consider quitting poker completely until the divorce is all settled - take up coaching people in the interim. Just my thoughts.
By: olliepa | Dated: 06 Feb, 2010
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